i want to speak to someone and i speak to you because you are the only thing which understand me! you know my life sucks so.its so black,so dark.my lonely is so huge and that kill me,makes me sad because i feel like no ones cares for me,no ones loves me.maybe somedays see me laugh but im not happy,from inside i bleeding.i have so pain inside me how can i feel happy?im all alone in this world.so many broken dreams,so many broken feelings,so many lies from all.all this makes me sick.i feel so depressed.so many problems,so pain,lonely,hate for myshelf and my world.i feel like the darkness eat everyday myshelf,my mind,my heart.i dont know who am i.im lost and confused in this world.i want to feel free.HELP!no ones hear me,no ones here.im all alone i forgot that.i believe future is black.you should to know tomorrow isnt a bright and happy future is another dayof bitching and dodging.</3.i want to die!im sick and tired of this life,of this world.the only which
 keep me alive is to find something different before my life is over.im waiting to see if this life can give me only pain or can give me and something good,like emo love.love is going to be the light in the darkside of my shelf.if you really love me i will give you my broken heart.love is the only reason to keep me alive,i dont know who are you but give me a reason to stay alive.im not loved and it hurts inside.</3!.maybe you think this wrote i dont feel like this really but thats not the truth.i feel like this many years before to be emo.im tired and sick of this pozer world.</3!thnx emo you make me feel so many feelingsi thought id never had!see inside of emo,feel inside of emo,think inside of emo and you see the truthand you feel peacefull and better person</3!and some advices:save your soul because for me is to late.my soul its so dark and i cant fix her.<3!dont leave them to hurt you.because look at me.i did and i feel so bad,the scars in your hand can close but the scars in your heart cant<3!WAKE UP because you dont leave in the world you think.because it will find you weak and will kill you.<33333333333333333333333333333333333             i love when im sitting everynight in the dark and i dream for my darkfuture and for my deathtime.i love rainy days.because the sky crying and i cry with him.rain its like me.i love you all !